I'm just fucking tired

I'm tired

I'm tired of being good girl


I'm tired of studying

Getting sick of it

I'm tired of being optimistic

Unfortunately, I'm tired of hoping

I'm getting tired for my thirst of knowledge

I'm tired of being ambitious


I'm tired always wanting what I can't get


I'm tired always smile in front of people

I'm tired of being nice

I'm tired of people's misperception about me

I'm tired of explaining for who I am

I'm tired being pushover

I'm tired socializing

I'm tired forgiving

I'm tired hating

I'm tired missing

I'm tired explaining



And I'm just tired for being so tired that I might lose the definition of tired 'cuz it's already been blur in my head.

Hmmm

Have you ever felt yesterday was so perfect, that, when tomorrow come you feel a slight of disappointed?

Have you ever felt all you've wanted available on yesterday, just yesterday.

Because yesterday you've been laugh, love, play, dance, and believe. And now you feel couldn't do those things anymore.

In yesterday everything goes complete

It seems God's bless disembark on yesterday, all the way down, and then stop... from tomorrow

Then you just losing faith, it goes everything has upside down

Getting tired, you don't wanna get the same routinity, face new problems, and then grow up

You just want to running from tomorrow

Keep running

And running from tomorrow