Selasa, 15 Mei 2012

stop s-talking unnecessary

huff koneksi internet yang lamban membuat niat nge-blog menurun *alasan*

Stalking sebuah account pada jejaring sosial menjadi sebuah hal yang adiktif. tergantung karakter? menurut saya tidak. menjadi sebuah proses alam bagi manusia sebagai makhluk sosial. semakin kita concern terhadap seseorang, akan semakin sering kita melakukannya (baca: gebetan, mantan, musuh, frenemis, dan sebangsanya). hal ini tidak lepas dari kebiasaan dan juga waktu luang berlebihan, atau jika sedang galau to the max, hal itu akan disempet-sempetin.

ngomong apa saya.

kebiasaan stalking sempat menjadi rutinitas bagi saya, layaknya bacaan sebelum tidur, doa sebelum makan, dan yang pasti hal yang lebih sering dilakukan daripada beribadah, dimana itu sebuah kewajiban minimal lima kali dilakukan dalam sehari. alat untuk stalking nomor satu, mungkin sudah jadi rahasia umum, adalah Twitter yang fenomenal. secara, kedekatan aktivitas kita dengan internet sudah semakin menyatu, Twitter menjadi hal yang mudah untuk diakses. secara harafiah seperti membalik telapak tangan dan itu tidak berlebihan.

entah itu berkaitan dengan hobi saya yang emang demennya baca, atau hanya ingin merasa puas karena seseorang yang saya stalking tidak lebih baik dari saya, dalam konteks hari yang dilewati ataupun sifat individu itu sendiri. intinya saya pendengki.

lose some, get some. dalam hal stalking, kok sepertinya tidak ada untungnya ya?
You'll get knowledge, other side of thinking from someone else, not possible you'll be an objective person, gradually, but I guess it just a bit teeny tiny the advantage of stalking. apalagi kalau menuruti sifat (saya) yang nyinyir. sepertinya hanya akan mengasah sifat sombong atau 180 derajat sebaliknya, rendah diri. Tidak bijaksana.

Life is more simple when Apple and Blackberry are just fruits, aren't they? Pesan saya sih, buntuti account seseorang yang pikirannya terbuka dan banyak memberi info yang berguna untuk kehidupan. Definisi tentang hal itu sendiri masih subjektif. Yang pasti, semakin tidak ada hubungannya dengan percintaan maka akan semakin sehat untuk dibuntuti. contoh; portal news, a professional, and an institute of mass media. bukan berarti harus terkenal, seorang temanpun bisa menjadi account yang baik selama ia kritis dan mengangkat issue-issue humanis yang sedang berkembang.

pengetahuan selama ini selalu berkembang namun tidak seiringan dengan masalah-masalah bumi manusia, mereka selalu muda (dikutip dari karya Pramoedya A. Toer). kebiasaan baik adalah hal yang paling tidak menyenangkan untuk dilakukan, dan itulah perjuangan yang manusia hadapi dalam hidup. Hal sesederhana seperti berhenti stalking bisa menjadi neraka bagi diri sendiri, antara kemenangan atau kekalahan setiap harinya, but it worth to do.

err this blabber thing related to my bad habit such us smoking, delaying tasks, and lazy to exercising. do not listen to me pals. 

Senin, 14 Mei 2012

my first posting in 2012! perasaan udah satu triwulan dilewatin yah...

the ultimate news is, I still stick with my hobby, which is, changing hobbies. Yup seperti sekarang dengerinnya Slank yang Anyer 10 Maret :D random banget yah.

my week been busy with college because I took 24 studies, and it still inserted with jogging day, acupuncture, the rest is socializing *sigh* never end, never rest :)

just wish me luck with next semester! so much things I wanted to do, can't wait :))

we'll fast forward to a few years later... no one knows except the both of us *talking to Doraemon*

Senin, 23 Mei 2011

oh why'd you have to be so cute?

contemplating with the past. clue: it's after gamma. so old school. Metric - I'm alive. Imogen heap - hide and seek. SUNSET GROOVE - KU INGIN KAU TAHU.

Rabu, 30 Maret 2011

I'm a whiny girl. I could die just because a big snake coming out to my bathroom a second she's come in.

Kamis, 10 Februari 2011

I'm just fucking tired

I'm tired

I'm tired of being good girl


I'm tired of studying

Getting sick of it

I'm tired of being optimistic

Unfortunately, I'm tired of hoping

I'm getting tired for my thirst of knowledge

I'm tired of being ambitious


I'm tired always wanting what I can't get


I'm tired always smile in front of people

I'm tired of being nice

I'm tired of people's misperception about me

I'm tired of explaining for who I am

I'm tired being pushover

I'm tired socializing

I'm tired forgiving

I'm tired hating

I'm tired missing

I'm tired explaining



And I'm just tired for being so tired that I might lose the definition of tired 'cuz it's already been blur in my head.

Rabu, 02 Februari 2011

Hmmm

Have you ever felt yesterday was so perfect, that, when tomorrow come you feel a slight of disappointed?

Have you ever felt all you've wanted available on yesterday, just yesterday.

Because yesterday you've been laugh, love, play, dance, and believe. And now you feel couldn't do those things anymore.

In yesterday everything goes complete

It seems God's bless disembark on yesterday, all the way down, and then stop... from tomorrow

Then you just losing faith, it goes everything has upside down

Getting tired, you don't wanna get the same routinity, face new problems, and then grow up

You just want to running from tomorrow

Keep running

And running from tomorrow

Senin, 24 Januari 2011

Blablabladiddyblahblah

it's easy to just curl up in bed after take a shower. naked, maybe. I don't
care.
but no, I have to study.
I got my final exam. and lately, I've been doing
everything wrong. misplaced. awry. I put conditioner before shampoo in my hair. I
didn't carry calculator on economy exam. I can't think straight. I don't even like
to think. right now I don't want to use my brain, I guess. but everybody knows that
is just impossible.

I get upset easily. I hung up quickly when my girl whining on the phone. it
could be explain later. when I feeling so much better.

I feel rumbling in my tummy. it's a sign I haven't go yummy. I haven't consume
anything yet since my late lunch on 3 pm. and it's already 10.30. I feel like
having troll in my stomch. graaawwl.

statistics, mass communication theory.. oh what the hell, I don't give a damn.
throw me my ragged duvet and I will sleep the second it touch me. "carpe diem"* just don't working to me.

or.. maybe, in fact it just succeed!


*Used as an admonition to seize the pleasures of the moment without concern for the future. is a phrase from a Latin poem by Horace (Horatius).

#babble on 24th from 365 days