Blablabladiddyblahblah

it's easy to just curl up in bed after take a shower. naked, maybe. I don't
care.

but no, I have to study.

I got my final exam. and lately, I've been doing
everything wrong. misplaced. awry. I put conditioner before shampoo in my hair. I
didn't carry calculator on economy exam. I can't think straight. I don't even like
to think. right now I don't want to use my brain, I guess. but everybody knows that
is just impossible.

I get upset easily. I hung up quickly when my girl whining on the phone. it
could be explain later. when I feeling so much better.

I feel rumbling in my tummy. it's a sign I haven't go yummy. I haven't consume
anything yet since my late lunch on 3 pm. and it's already 10.30. I feel like
having troll in my stomch. graaawwl.

statistics, mass communication theory.. oh what the hell, I don't give a damn.
throw me my ragged duvet and I will sleep the second it touch me. "carpe diem"* just don't working to me.

or.. maybe, in fact it just succeed!

*Used as an admonition to seize the pleasures of the moment without concern for the future. is a phrase from a Latin poem by Horace (Horatius).

#babble on 24th from 365 days

acak-acakan

Di belakang kita terdengar sayup-sayup lagu murahan
Namun itu tidak menghentikan kita untuk saling berbincang
Setiap orang yang melihat akan tahu kita sedang naksir-naksiran
Namun yang mereka tidak tahu adalah
Ketika bersamamu, aku merasa perempuan paling beruntung sedunia

Mengingat saat kita duduk di pinggir kolam ikan
Kamu begitu diam
Dan begitu tidak bisa diam
Aku mengaduh melihat kamu tampak begitu tampan

Lama kita bertukar cerita
Kita berbincang dengan bahasa humor yang slapstick
Non-verbal yang menyentuh
Kita benar-benar tidak bisa mengobrol tanpa saling menatap mata satu sama lain, kan?

Kemudian di malam yang ungu secara kecelakaan melewatkan kesempatan untuk bertemu denganmu, lagi
Aku ber-Vanilla Twilight

Kepulan asap rokok yang aku hembuskan dari mulut
Samar-samar membentuk siluet wajahmu dari samping................

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